An old photo.
I sound narcissistic for saying this, but I like this photo.
In a weird way, I feel that it represents how I feel right now.
But mostly it is a mix of anguish, confusion, sadness, calmness and acceptance.
I don't know how I can feel anguish and calmness at the same time but I do.
Acceptance. I am surprised how much I am able to accept.
I don't understand.
But I will keep trying.